Friendship?

What is friendship?

What are friends?

Aren't they the ones that will support you and care about you when you are sad?
Won't they ask you what happened when they can tell from your face that you are unhappy?

Can't they just care about me who really cares them without me begging them for just a little bit of care?

One said to me...
because you sort of isolate yourself when you are sad,
people around you don't know why you are sad and what make you unhappy,
that's why they do not dare to walk near you and ask you

Maybe it is my problem
but can't you tell from this reaction?
it's a sign of wanting care..

Of what time, wanting love and care from friends become a guilt?
Of what time, I deserve to be isolated?

If you could only walk to me
If you could only ask me how i was
If you really loved and cared me as a friend
I would tell you what had happened

I cannot understand
why you guys seem like keeping a lot of secrets behind me?
whenever I come near,
you guys just stop talking whatever you are talking...
and look very unwilling to share
and whenever I ask you what you were talking just now,
you avoid answering and look like you are hiding something...
Am i that scary?
Am i that unwelcomed?

I just don't understand
whenver i treasure a friend
there are always some problems occur
and I can never be close with that friend

Maybe I think too much or
Maybe it is really the truth...
I don't know...
I just don't understand...
Why this tragedy keeps falling on me? ;(

What does friends mean to me?
It means a lot...

My friends,
I just wanna say
I treasure you and I love you

Life is tough

Life is tough...
when i was small, i don't really believe in that

But
now i know
life is tough

sometimes, i think, i can pass the hard AL and enter my dream university
nothing in the world can be harder than this

But it seems not the case

sometimes, i hope i was still in the AL period,
at least i know what my goal is
and it worths my effort doing that
even now, i know what my goal is
it is hard for me to be hardworking as before

maybe life is not tough
just i am lazy


I really don't like reading readings
it's so tough
and i DON'T feel that i am learning anything in those things
Sigh........I still have 4 more journals to do before Wednesday >.<

I wish you are now next to me
and work together with me

新的開始

A new start...

This is a new blog that I open because I can't read Xanga at home =.=
Haha...anyway, I think opening this blog has nothing bad

It's almost the end of 2008 and 2009 is coming
that means my AL exam is approaching!
Oh, my god! I feel like I don't have enough time
maybe because I am lazy...
I didn't finish my revision yet.
Sigh...time doesn't wait for anyone..

By the way, during the 14 days Christmas holiday
I almost went to the study room every day
and I met many classmates and friends
This gives me a really strong feeling
everyone is working very hard to strive for their dream faculties
I should work harder.

Good luck to all my friends.
Hope you can have a good and fruitful new year!

I really love going to library with you

maybe I will type in Chinese some days